Flowers with no fragrance depress me. Especially big, colorful, impressive ones. Like roses-- everybody knows that roses are supposed to SMELL LIKE ROSES. When they don't, it's like my hindbrain is convinced it's not a real flower-- it's a fake one, almost plastic. I feel somehow betrayed. I can't stand fake plants, or cut flowers. Why display a dead/dying thing in your living space when you could have a live one instead??
So I have always felt scorn for the common phals you see everywhere in stores-- they're gorgeous, but oh so disappointing up close.
My mother is a botanist. Growing up I would always see her mixing soil and potting things, gardening in the yard and such-- but we lived in the desert, and she's very much into native plants, so most of her collection consists of succulents. They grow suuuuper slowly, hardly any of them actually bloom, and you get no nice leafy clean smell from them. They don't FEEL like plants to me. She also has a few big white phals.. with no smell, of course. I didn't have the patience to mess with it on my own, so I never bothered.
Now I live in San Francisco, in Zone 10 instead of 5 back home. Damn near anything grows here, but in the city it's all pavement. Coming from out in the boonies on a river just below the mountains, to this, I think after 5 years the lack of nature in my environment finally reached critical mass and I started to freak out.
I started out with a planted tank and freshwater tropical fish. Planted tanks are awesome for immediate gratification. When you have a co2 system, it becomes very obvious when the plants are happy; oxygen bubbles start floating out of them, which can make the whole tank look like a champagne bottle. So I got to practice studying plant growth and noticing their changes over time. Patience manifested somewhere in there.
As it happens the biggest orchid show in North America, the Pacific Orchid Expo, is here in SF pretty much just down the street from where I work. Several years a friend took me with her. For the first time I saw orchids that SMELL LIKE SOMETHING-- gasp! Shock! Excitement!-- and suddenly they got a LOT more interesting. And I saw the colors on the purple Vandas, and I'm such a fiend for purple I wanted one even though they had no fragrance. My friend ordered me one for my birthday, but she forgot to pick it up from the post office, and it was all sortof forgotten for a while. It brewed in the back of my brain, stewing and stewing-- but I kept missing the show. This year I planned ahead-- dammit I'm GOING, with intent to BUY-- and ended up buying 4.
The chocolate-scented dendrobiums make me a little nauseous for some reason. The coconut smells are cute, but a little too candy-like. Then put my face into a Dendrobium kingianum and HOLY CRAP I MUST HAVE ONE. When I got it home I had to put it outside because it was overwhelming the entire house. (THAT'S MORE LIKE IT! :devil ) Then I found the Sunset Valley Orchids booth. Clowesia Jumbo York smells like mysterious lemons. Fdk 'Black Pearl' smells like magical cloves (and is BLACK, and how is that not awesome?). There were many more whose names I didn't catch, running from incredibly sweet to rich and musky. I wanted everything there, and went home with Black Pearl's cheaper sibling. I even found one, single, phal reputed to be fragrant-- the itty bitty mini Phal lowii. (although it was already half-dead and I seem to be finishing it off
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I should have waited to see if my first few (expensive, rare, and challenging) plants would survive before buying more. But no. I've got another 5 since then. (...Well, 4, but upon repotting one fell into two halves and turned out to be TWO separate plants, so...)
I've done a bunch of research and worked up a list of several dozen more I'd like to try out. I got two very large shelves for my living room windows, and I've started digging up the whole yard for plants of all sorts.
I'm very lucky to even HAVE a yard (such as it is) in San Francisco. If I ever have to move and up in a tiny place with no windows... um.., well, I'll be getting some major lighting fixtures and hoping I can keep enough space to navigate between my door and the bathroom...