So sorry to hear that. However, I wanted to tell you a quick story about a speaker at one of our orchid society meetings.
He was an older/hippy kinda guy, and was telling us that when he first started growing orchids to sell that it was a bust for years. He killed almost all of them until he was able to kill few enough that he could open a business. He continually talked about how regardless of how many he had and how good his techniques had gotten that he still kills them.
I hope that gives you some consolation, although I know it's really hard. I have one that I have just about killed and I'm having a hard time parting with it. I keep trying and trying to no avail.
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