Such a beautiful horse, I love her name to
I am deeply sorry for you're hurt and you're loss
I have lost a number of pets over the years. It truely is like loosing a family member and you will always miss them to some degree no matter how much time passes.
You were lucky to have her for the time you had even though I know you wanted more.
She's is out of pain, you did the best you could.
You have to let her go and enjoy the memories you both shared. I know its hard, but you will get there
I'm sure you took great care of her.
I hope you feel better soon Paul.