Nep....nope...don't feel stupid. It's importing and it's a lot to go through...I wouldn't know what to do on my own. I have done a group order through Botanica Ltd and I would recommend you get on the list w/them and get in on the group order. They do them in the Spring and Fall.
It's cheaper that way and the big bonus is that we have someone who knows what they are doing running the show. Brenda and Bill have been doing these group orders for quite awhile and they coordinate and manage the entire thing from start to finish.
Best thing to do is to get on their list. I can either share it w/you when I get it next Spring or you can just go ahead and email them and have your name/email added and they'll email you w/the available plant list and timing/schedule when they are gearing up to do the order. Here's their website w/contact info
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