Your Lc. is rather cute. There is nothing wrong with admiring something unique. I add orchids to my collection based on how I feel about them, not because they are admired by others. As a result, I have a bunch of orchids that I truly enjoy. My Lepanthes gargoyla makes me happy but I doubt many others would admire it.
Thanks everyone for the posts! I agree about collecting for yourself rather than the oppressive, monotonous standards of orchid judges. Overall the novelty of the blooms really does bring me joy and the funky scent is a great talking point when I am forcing my roommates to smell my plants.
I always bring a sweet smelling phal violacea first then I show them this one the reaction is always hilarious!