at this point I'm just begging this plant to die already.
I have three castasetums, 2 of their buds got decimated by Santa Ana Wind. 1 is seemling ok.
This one however, is impressively growing well despite all of the abuse it's been receiving (I dropped it like 4 times.) It's going to be so cold and I can't afford to leave it outside anymore, nor I can inside, because my family dont believe in heating (asian family lol.) I'm just hoping the damn thing to go to sleep already.
